so close, really so close....i am so good, why didn't you see it??? i am so good, i am the best, why dont you choose me???

why didn't you choose me?? this is so tough, this is so frustrating...i am so tired...

why need to wait?? why can't you make a decision.

i am running out of energy, really really want to give up, ever so close to my dream now, soo close....when will this end?????????????????????

Nearly there....

我自信有日如願
縱使天高地厚
仍被我逆轉
假使一生會沒了沒完
總有日會如願

One year

 Aigh, my time limit is one year...see what happens la...how come always fail ga...how come i dont get what i wanted...but life is like that la. It's always like that...if one always get what one wants then life is no fun la...this world is no fun...

It pays to get an edge, now i understand la....maybe now i'm not good enough, maybe i need to learn more first, maybe the timing is just unfortunate, who knows...i should enjoy what i have already and not be so greedy la...at least i can comfort myself this way haha...

HOW COME STILL NO NEWS?????

I'M GOING INSANE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!